Life's too short to be anything but happy.

Of this place. I’d be happy to go home or move far far away. Just don’t wanna be here anymore. Gonna be outta here in a year and a half!! Thank God :) Lord, get me through this!

I pray you find Jesus & realize he’s the only one that is willing and able to give you all the attention you desire. He’s the only one that will show you how much he cares and how much he loves you. You should look into that :)

I miss you….. A lot a lot a lot.
I’m gonna say I’ve moved on, say I’m not worried about it anymore, say you’re gone and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m also gonna say God has a greater plan for me, and I believe it… I just know you’re that greater plan for me. I’m gonna say I’m glad I’m not “in love” during high school because I won’t get to live. I’m also gonna say I can live without you, and I can….. I just don’t WANT to live without you.

You’ll come back, till then ‘keep me in mind’ :)

I decided today that even if it’s just one smile… or just one small conversation… or just simply a “Jesus Loves You” that’s what could change someones whole day around! And that’s what I’m gonna do. That’s why were all here, right? To love the lost as Jesus would.. No matter what. It’s not just talk anymore. There’s too many people out there that don’t know the love of God! Too many people that don’t know about a daddy that won’t fail them or leave them and will love them 24/7, no matter what! No matter how many times we screw up or fail God. His love is unfailing, unconditional, never-ending. And if a simple smile is all it takes to just show people you care.. It can’t hurt anything. I’m not here for me.. I don’t care what I look like, or what people have to say about me. I want God to be shown threw me. I wanna be the light that lights the World! :) It’s no longer about me…. it’s all for HIM! :))))

Love all the revelation he’s been giving me lately :)

Normally I don’t listen to KSBJ on Sunday nights cause I’m not interested in listening to them talk but for some reason tonight I did. And I’m so glad I did! They’re talking about people going out and loving on children and it’s so precious. One guy was talking about a little girl first getting saved and she started crying and they asked why she was crying. She said “Because now I have a daddy that will love on me!” sweetest thing I’ve EVER heard. Today has brought so many things to my attention. I’ve always known I have a heart for kids but, boy, my heart is sooooooo filled with kids and sharing the love of God with these kids! I can’t wait for god to start creating this ministry in me to share his love :) I’m so excited!’n